my pillow smells like you

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I worked last night. I did nothing last night. HELLO FUNDAY SUNDAY.

I am going to be lazy.

The Oscars are on tonight. yum James Franco is hosting.

Hats off to the laziest weekend of my life.

Last night turned out to be a snore fest. Literally. Riley and I took snaps until we couldn't snap anymore! Then we feasted on some delicious Chipotle burritos. After watching three hours of Americas Funniest Home Videos we passed the fuck out. There were just no parties going on and it seemed like everyone was out of town.

Today is the typical Panera for lunch then go to work day. I work at 5. I am really hoping that there is something going on tonight! I NEED TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN.

This is Riley a couple days ago wearing my sunglasses that I got in Spain.

what to do? what to do?

Its Friday and I have no plans for this weekend. I must make this weekend eventful. But how?

Chipotle for dinner.

just an average day

My room is a kinda messy. It never is.

I really like my outfit today. I never wear red or pink. I got a new dream catcher necklace.

happy birthday bellz bellz

Today is my dog Bella's Birthday. She is now 8. I really can't believe that she is that old. But then again I got her when I was in 5th grade. She has seen me grow up and evolve into the person I am now. I definitely have changed a lot over the last few years for the better. More so in the last year.

This picture was taken a year ago but I still love it.

after party

Pictures from Sophie's Party.

I only had English today and it went by pretty fast! Stopped by Trader Joes and bought some macnsteeze for lunch. THEN I went to wallgreens and developed more fish-eye pictures from over the weekend. 

Not productive

1. Chill
2. Chill
3. Annie's white cheddar mac n cheese
4. Chill
5. Finish my wall
6. Maybe do some math homework
7. Chill
8. Work @ 5
9. Eat more
10. Go over Riley's

wahhhhhh I am so bored today. Tomorrow I shall make 1UP cupcakes for Kenny.

slow hands

At the Interpol concert...

(Taken on Riley's phone bad quality)

The concert was over all pretty good. There were so many tall hipsters in front of us! Poor little Anna couldn't even see. The doors opened at 6 and we were hoping that the show was going to start at 7 but it didn't even start until 830. The three of us were all in a rush to go do other activities later that night so we were all pissed off. Anna had to drive to Chelmsford to see old friends and Riley and I had to go over Sophie's for her party. The night was just all bad timing.

I killed another roll of film in my fish eye camera but I wont have money until Tuesday so i have to wait to get them developed.

Interpol day

I am going to see Interpol today with Riley and Anna. Then theres a party at Sophie's and it is going to be a blast! I get to wear one of my other new dresses too, which brings me excitement. Adios for now!

I am ready for this long weekend. It is going to bring surprises and memories. Let it begin.

just testing out the camera

Fish eye!

I GOT MY NEW FISH EYE CAMERA!

Go to school

Go to the dentist

Do my essay

Please.

the after effect

Today I am running on 4 hours of sleep. I am exhausted. I was out way too late last night. So I ended up working until 10pm and then I had to rush over to Kenny's house. The dinner was just waiting to be eaten. At work I had to change into my evening attire and doll up for vday. It was an overall success. Here are some photos from the evening.

Later today I am getting my haircut. I am secretly nervous.

Valentines Day

Today is Valentines Day. I got up and went to school today until 12:30 and then I went home and watched the movie Valentines Day. I love that movie because it has a lot of actors and actresses that are very well-known. I am a sucker for romance comedies. After the movie I decided to make cupcakes. Just like the cake I made last week, I used the same color frosting but in addition I added little sweet tart hearts that say corny phrases. I am going to bring them to Kenny's house tonight for the surprise dinner that he and Riley are arranging for Christina Doodles and I.

Yum Cupcakes. I hope they taste good. I used milk chocolate cake mix instead of dark chocolate cake mix. Look outside! It is around 45 degrees today! Beautiful!

My new dresses came in the mail today. I am going to wear one of them tonight after work. It is a dusty pink rose color and I am going to wear my sheer heart black tights and a beige cardigan. Work is going to be really busy, we have full reservations. No more slots. Hopefully the people that come in have already booked a reservation that way it does not get too hectic. 

I talked to the famous Lisa Mix today through via text. I haven't heard from her in awhile and shes my best friend so I was worried. Valentines Day reminds me of her because last year we watched the movie together and went out to dinner with a few other people. I hope she has plenty fun tonight with her boy at college. I will post pictures from tonight tomorrow morning or so.

Before work.

Happy Valentines Day Riley

Last night I closed at work and I made out alright. The crew came to pick me up and we went to Kenny's. We made a giant fire and just chilled. Nothing too crazy.

Today I plan to do all my homework! Because tomorrow is Valentines Day and I will be too busy with baking and getting stuff together.

I work tomorrow night. It is going to suck.

After work Kenny and Riley are going to be making Christina doodles and I dinner...haha

This is the coolest fire place ever.

Making magical fire!

WOOHOO

I have so many packages in the mail!

1. My new dresses

2. Rileys Vday gift

                      3. My new fish eye lomo camera!

The pups.

I work at 5 as usual.

Math Test: done
Spanish Quiz: 89%
happy: 100%

So...Riley's mom gave me this camera to use but I wasn't sure if it worked or not since it is an old film camera. I took it to Ritz Camera at the mall and they think it just needs a new battery. This hobby of mine is getting very time consuming. My Diana F+ film is getting developed now and it might take a couple weeks, like what the fuck. I might just invest in a Holga because they take 35mm film and it is easier to get developed around here.

Now I am finishing my math homework and looking forward to tonight. Once Riley gets out of work we are going to go hang out with Kenny and Christina. Christina and I are most likely gonna make dinner.  Also, the Jersey Shore is on tonight! I still can't believe I got into that show. I never used to watch it because I thought it was just about trashy people on the shore being stupid. Hah. 

This is my Diana F+ lomography camera.

I killed two rolls of film and I have to wait until tomorrow to develop them.

Really excited!

I also learned how to say mac n cheese in Spanish class today.

macarrones gratinados

Baking with baby!

Isn't he the cutest thing ever?

hair

This is my sisters hair. WHY CAN'T I DO THIS? She is going to do this for me soon. I hope.

dunduns

I have so much English homework due tomorrow. I work at 5.

dun dun dun. I HAVE TO BE PRODUCTIVE. 

I am gonna PAVEMENT out...until my homework is complete.

beautiful day

1. I slept in late
2. I am doing things on my own time
3. Showering long
4. My parents are leaving at one for the Celtics game
5. House to myself
6. Mac n fucking cheese
7. Freedom
8. Go outside and take film pictures
9. See Riley
10. He comes over
11.We go to his house
12. Super bowl party...somewhere...

Last night I ended up going out to dinner with Riley, Beau and Christina. We went to that new restaurant called Margaritas. We all got fajitas! The food was really good but extremely over-priced. Then we bought mixes and went to Sophies.  We basically played Just Dance the whole night and got drunk. It was a lot of fun! Christina and I slept over and Beau and Riley had a sleepover. Kinda cute.

Well I work at 5 tonight and I hope that are activities going on.

yah

 "Absence makes the heart grow fonder." <--I need this.

Buenos Tardes. or something like that. I was told recently that I am too predictable and not spontaneous anymore. This makes me feel awful. I don't know what to do. The winter limits my creativity and I feel like I am around it too much. I want to get away from it at times because its hard and I don't want to sit around and do nothing. Nothing has been the same lately and I miss when things were great. I am not sure if its just time taking its toll or its just a phase. I hope it gets better, soon.

I need to finds things to make me happy and get my mind off it. 

My dogs and photography makes me happy.

happy love day.

mac n cheese please

I just ate Trader Joes mac n cheese fore lunch. I finally got my car inspected today and it shockingly passed. I really thought it was going to fail; this makes me so happy. I ended up buying the wrong ink at Staples the other day so I went back in and saw Riley. He helped me pick out the right numbers. He gets out of work at 4 so i plan on hanging out with him until we watch the jersey shore tonight. His mom gave us two Nikon film 35mm cameras to mess around with. I really want to try them out tonight. We probably won't.

I think this cold weather really takes a toll on my behavior. I feel more anxious and hostile. I never used to feel this way and I always feel sick. I need vitamin D. Once spring is here I think I will be happy again, but for now I am not so much.

Over March vacation I think Riley and I are going to road-trip down to PA and visit Lisa Mix. Her and I have kind of drifted this past year because her school is so far. Ryes and I plan on making a day stop in NYC because I haven't been there for 2 years. I miss it.

le snow day

Okay Mother Nature. We get it. You love the snow. I am honestly getting tired of the snow because it makes me stuck in my house and I miss the beautiful sunny weather! At least I didn't have school today. I just made festive valentines day cookies; they are filled with pink, red, and white M&Ms. Right now I am waiting for Riley to come scoop me up so we can go get Chipotle. yumyumyum. I am currently listening to my Pavement playlist! woohoo

Once again it is snowing. Actually, it is a blizzard outside and it will continue to be for the next day and a half. I am also stuck inside my house since my car loves to slide in the snow. (left in picture) You would think that a Jeep Cherokee would be fabulous in these conditions...but no. As I wait for Riley to get out of work, I decided to clean my room and hang up pictures that I just ordered from snap fish.

Here is a crooked preview.